Saturday, June 17, 2006
Just a weird kind of day~
I'm not sure what's happening to me right now. I don't feel bad. I just feel different. I've been sleeping more, more emotional (if that's at all possible), lonely (but not alone), and feeling very uncertain. It's probably because I have my 2 month check-up on Tuesday. I don't have any reason to think they're not going to give me a good report, I'm just anxious. The kids are all gone this weekend and Rick has been cutting wood so I'm spending more time with myself. How can you guys all stand me? No wonder I'm tired....I bore myself to sleep.
I don't like to write in my blog when I'm feeling down because I don't want others to feel sad for me. But, I've realized that you are the ones who help lift me back up, so I guess you want to know everything...not just the candy-coated version of "Doreen's Updates".
We are going to a friends 50th birthday party today (He is actually a friend of Rick's...my friends are all so much younger...just kidding Reid) so hopefully that will bring my spirits up. It will be fun to get together with people we haven't seen in a while. And, anytime you can make fun of someone else's age....who wouldn't enjoy themself?
Our book is coming along great. You have all sent some really insightful & humorus "I love you more thans..." Keep them coming! We're going to be famous.
I love you more than all the gigahooters in my computer.
Posted by Doreen at 2:00 PM