tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-270770352024-03-13T00:21:00.516-07:00Life is GoodUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger993125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-35725867148701438022010-01-05T17:08:00.000-08:002010-01-05T18:16:22.817-08:00When one door shuts, another one opens...We're working hard to try to get the new website set up. Hopefully this is the final step.<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: purple;">To find us: go to ~ <span style="font-size: x-large;">www.imaginenocancer.blogspot.com</span></span></span><br />
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</div><div style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: small;">I hope to keep this journey going for a long time to come. Don't forget to save this address under your favorites. :)</span><br />
</div><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: purple;"><span style="color: black;">Dreaming Big, Doreen</span><br />
</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com129tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-36625455430550507662010-01-02T22:44:00.000-08:002010-01-02T23:21:45.783-08:00Happy New YearI, like you, have checked the blog on a daily basis to see if my mom has written. After a day or two she usually logs on to tell us about her week, but this time I have noticed that we are almost to a week and I know that many of you are wondering if something is wrong. I wanted to take a few minutes to fill everyone in on the last week.<br /><br />Since mom last wrote, there haven't been any medical updates. No news can sometimes mean good news, so we are fine with that. My mom hasn't had much of an <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">appetite</span> lately and that has been a little bit of a problem. She isn't nauseous, she just has difficult eating because she is always coughing. When she coughs as much as she does it's impossible to eat without vomiting. We've had some family discussions about staying on top of the food issue because her lack of food and/or water is affecting her ability to absorb her medicine properly. For those of you who have spoken with <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Dor</span> on the phone the past week or so, you probably know what I'm talking about. She often sounds like she is heavily drugged up and has a difficult time holding a conversation for very long without falling asleep. It can be scary at times to hear her that way. With that being said, I know she is careful not to take too much medicine. She is very much aware of what she is doing, she just has a difficult time getting enough food into her system... but we are working on that. <br /><br />My dad seems to be feeling alright this week, or at least he hasn't said anything that would make us believe otherwise. He took mom out for New Year's Eve so she could get out of the house and enjoy time with friends. She hadn't left the house since Christmas and with the weather being so dark and gloomy these days, I think he realizes how important it is to keep both of their spirits up. Jake & Megan spent the past week in San <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Diego</span> and Dave and Val were in Eastern Washington so it was a quiet house for the most part. Sometimes quiet can be good, but this week, I think quiet was a little too quiet for everyone. I firmly believe that everyone, especially my parents right now, benefits from good company and smiling faces on a regular basis. I probably don't tell Jake and Megan thanks nearly as often as I should. I know they do a lot around my parents house and it certainly doesn't go <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">un</span>-noticed. <br /><br />So, that is what you've missed from the past week. Mom has had better weeks, but she seemed upbeat on the phone today so maybe we are heading in the right direction. Dad is feeling pretty good, but some of that might have to do with the numerous college football bowl games that seem to be on every channel. As for the rest of us, we are hanging in there and remind each other daily how lucky and grateful we are. <br /><br />After watching Farrah <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">Fawcett's</span> documentary back in May I had been wanting to read the book that just came out about her <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">journey</span> with cancer. I finally bought the book a few days ago and found that I couldn't put it down. I don't know much about Farrah <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">Fawcett</span>, but I will tell you, she sounds like a courageous woman who endured more than any of us could imagine, while doing her best to keep it out of the tabloids. She had dozens and dozens of surgeries and still continued to live life to the fullest. Reading the daily journal entries from the last three years of her life, I learned a lot. So many times I would read something and smile because I have literally said the same thing or felt the same exact way. As I was nearing the end of the book, there was a wonderful quote that put everything into perspective for me. It said, "Fear doesn't stop you from dying; it stops you from living". So that my friends is how I will leave you this evening. I encourage you to fear less and live more.<br /><br />Sending our best from the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">Schmitt</span> family to your family-<br />Happy New Year-<br />AmyUnknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-12777187656016467892009-12-28T21:39:00.000-08:002009-12-28T22:20:38.488-08:00Special Gift today from Shannon's Brother KevinThis morning I got a phone call from Angie and Shannon who were out celebrating Shannon's birthday. They called with some really special news from Shannon's brother in Oregon. Kevin works for a company who was looking for an organization to invest their yearly charity money on. Kevin immediately spoke up and said I know of one. One that is close to the hearts of people I love. With that being said, he gave a brief <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">description</span> of the Bonnie J. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Addario</span> association and the company agreed to give their generous donation to Bonnie and company in the amount of 12 thousand dollars. I can't begin to tell them how thankful and grateful we are as a family and an organization for their generosity. Mostly, I'm so proud of Kevin for speaking up and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">believing</span> in a cause that is so close to his sister and her "other family".<br /><br /><br /><br />Now that I've shared the great news, I must share my dilemma....I have 3 blogs left with this name attached. I really need the help of all my followers. Amy and I have been working on names tonight (problem is, most of them require a swear word and that's not a good thing). Some ideas: I pee my pants <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">every time</span> I cough.com, somebody make that cough go away.com, cancer sucks (already taken), continue to follow the journey.com. We would love to hear your ideas so enter them under the comment section....that way, everyone can give us their <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">input</span>.<br /><br /><br /><br />If I haven't said it lately, thank you EVERYONE for your continued support. We are BLESSED and not a day goes by that we take that for granted.<br /><br />Dreaming Bigger than ever,<br />DoreenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com99tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-84962127824116853032009-12-25T21:37:00.000-08:002009-12-25T22:15:17.975-08:00Merry Christmas to all and to all a GOOD NIGHTSpending Christmas eve with my parents and all the kids was a great time. Mom and Dad were having a houseful at 6:00pm so we started our evening around 4:00pm so they could get home in time for their guests. After dinner and laughter we opened gifts and felt guilty about how lucky we really are.<br /><br />The kids all left the house by 9:30 this morning (or last night) and we headed over to Jeff and Dawns for Christmas breakfast. The food was wonderful and the the little kids had so much fun waiting for their gifts left by Santa.<br /><br />When Rick and I got home today my mom and dad came by and spent the afternoon with us. When they left, we both took a nap and enjoyed the peace and quiet of the day.<br /><br />Nothing scheduled for tomorrow, but we'll have something worked out by the time we get up.<br /><br />We're both feeling well tonight, hope you are too!<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br />Rick and DoreenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-81400949924353593122009-12-21T20:09:00.001-08:002009-12-22T21:03:44.629-08:00Pre-Holiday excitement<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SzGkQSDu9DI/AAAAAAAABKA/zb2-a2FsiBk/s1600-h/SL273646.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 283px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 352px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418292426335777842" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SzGkQSDu9DI/AAAAAAAABKA/zb2-a2FsiBk/s400/SL273646.JPG" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SzGj5FuundI/AAAAAAAABJ4/4L0iLynFHAM/s1600-h/SL273642.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 357px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 282px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5418292027889458642" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SzGj5FuundI/AAAAAAAABJ4/4L0iLynFHAM/s400/SL273642.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SzGjDMrcJTI/AAAAAAAABJw/GtQ8GKXxxUo/s1600-h/SL273646.JPG"></a><br /><br /><br /><div>The past few days have been filled with Christmas shopping, birthday parties, Lights of Christmas, scans and doctors appointments.</div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div>I'm attaching some photos from the my nephews birthday bowling party and a little bit of silliness from the lights of Christmas.</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><div>I think I'm just about done shopping. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Ok</span>, I AM done. If I've forgotten anything, it's too late and I'm sorry.....I'll remember to put you on the top of next years list. :)</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>Yesterday, Rick had a CT scan and today we got the results. As nervous and antsy as we were to hear what they had to say today, it ended up not too bad after all. Some of the tumors have grown but there are no new tumors (which is fabulous news). The plan is to keep Rick on the routine he's been on for at least one more month. If things are still growing and his numbers keep rising, they have a new game plan with the drug they injected into his liver in September. They will add a few extra toxins and see how that plan works. In the meantime, they will watch for some clinical trials that might fit his needs. The best part of the day is that we still have options and that is a GOOD THING. :)</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>I'm exhausted after a day of shopping and doctor's visits so I think I'm going to call it a night. Sleep well and don't be naughty.....</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>Love you more,</div><br /><div><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Dor</span><br /></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-107429018776307252009-12-17T23:59:00.000-08:002009-12-22T20:39:57.112-08:00Best Christmas Present Ever!<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SytjAskDXNI/AAAAAAAABJo/JOL3JI6mmX4/s1600-h/SL273635.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 373px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 292px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5416531840456678610" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SytjAskDXNI/AAAAAAAABJo/JOL3JI6mmX4/s400/SL273635.JPG" /></a><br /><div>I woke up early on Thursday morning with the intent to help Megan make cookies...so as I sat around with my hair in a fuzz ball (literally), my <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">jammies</span> still on, wearing my chef Doreen jacket...the door bell rang. Much to my GREAT SURPRISE, standing on the front porch was "my Bonnie " <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Addario</span> and her daughters Andrea and Danielle wearing <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Santa</span> hats and smiles, carrying Starbucks <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">mochas</span> and presents. They chartered a plane to come to Stanwood for the DAY so we could spend some quality time together. Amy helped instigate the whole thing <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">because</span> she stood behind them at the door wearing her pearly white grin asking "are you surprised?"<br /><br />In the short while we spent together, we visited, shopped around Stanwood and <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">Camano</span>, ate lunch at the Chatterbox, came home and talked, rested, then finished our evening out with Rick and I, all the kids and Bonnie's clan at Anthony's <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">Homeport</span> in Everett where laughter was our appetizer, main dish and dessert. I can't stop smiling as I write this because the day couldn't have been more perfect.<br /><br />It's amazing to <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">receive</span> a gift that wasn't on your list, but you later learn you couldn't have lived without it.<br /><br />A BIG thank you to everyone who was in on the surprise. My day could not have been more perfect~except for the tears as we had to say our good byes tonight :(<br /><br />Dreaming Big and VERY ,VERY, HAPPY,<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">Dor</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-68510567429367246902009-12-15T20:35:00.000-08:002009-12-15T21:36:37.780-08:00A Day to ReflectToday isn't just another day. Today is December 15<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">th</span>, 2009... the 18<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">th</span> Anniversary of my Grandma Darlene passing away from her battle with cancer. I never knew cancer until she was diagnosed. Every year, December 15<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">th</span> makes me stop and reflect. When I hear her name, I immediately think of her last few years battling the disease. Although I was only 14 when she died, I still have plenty of positive memories of her from my childhood... yet I think about the difficult days filled with chemotherapy and her uncomfortable wigs. It bothers me that I don't automatically think of the good times. It makes me sad to think that I could someday hear someone speak of my parents and my mind would take me back to cancer, yet again.<div><br /></div><div>This week I found myself day-dreaming about my Grandma and comparing her battle to that of my parents. I think about her external port that hung outside of her chest and how difficult it was for her to keep it clean. She often needed the help of others to ensure it was functioning properly and kept clean so she wouldn't get an infection. Medicine has come a long way in the past 18 years. Both of my parents have internal ports that don't require cleaning, and certainly don't hang out of their chest as yet another reminder of their daily battle with cancer. </div><div><br /></div><div>My Grandma experienced extreme nausea from her chemotherapy and from what I remember, very few drugs were available to help keep her sickness under control. In 3 1/2 years, I have never seen either of my parents vomit from their nausea. They experience discomfort, but medicine has advanced and there are numerous drugs that help them live a normal life.</div><div><br /></div><div>I don't remember seeing my Grandma without a wig on once she began to lose her hair. I guess it's possible that I did, but I certainly don't remember it. Back then, nobody seemed to talk about cancer. You didn't have the pink ribbons on everything at the grocery store and you didn't hear about cancer walks or other fundraising events. Whether it was because she was self-conscious about losing her hair, or because it wasn't especially encouraged by society to walk around with a bald head, she always took the time to style a wig before leaving the house. When my mom started losing her hair, we got out the video camera, opened a bottle of wine, and had a head shaving party. My mom had professional pictures taken with her beautiful bald head exposed to the world for all to see. Although it was no doubt a shock for her to see her hair falling out, she embraced the moment and viewed it as a stepping stone to recovery. As medicine has changed, so has societies view of the disease. </div><div><br /></div><div>My dad had chemo today and he learned that his <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">CEA</span> count has risen to 93. That means his cancer is active. He looked exhausted tonight and he seemed a little down. My mom was scheduled to have a procedure on Friday to help resolve her acid reflux problem and help her to control her cough, but it has been cancelled. She has decided to give her body some time to react to the new drugs before she chooses to operate. Everyone seems to agree with her choice to lay low and relax for the next few weeks so she can enjoy the holidays. </div><div><br /></div><div>As my dad and I drove to the cemetery this evening to put roses on my Grandma's grave I thought about my dad and how he must be feeling. I quickly did the math in my head and realized that he wasn't much older than me when he lost his mom back in 1991. He watched her fight for her life with grace and strength and rarely complain about a thing. I wonder if he is scared. I wonder if he thinks of her everyday and wishes he could just pick up the phone and call her. I watch both of my parents going <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">through</span> this difficult time and I am so proud of them for not giving up and continuing to truly live. I have no doubt that they inspire people every day. </div><div><br /></div><div>So, as we reflect on the past and think of the loved ones who we've lost, it's also the time to appreciate the present and be grateful for the advances in medicine and the advances in society as a whole. We have come a long way in 18 years but we still have a long way to go.</div><div><br /></div><div>Wishing on the big bright star in the sky, </div><div>Amy</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-56514409207786986602009-12-11T21:10:00.001-08:002009-12-11T21:18:27.412-08:00Great Dr. AppointmentSorry about the delay in the blog report but we had some sort of malfunction on <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bloggger</span>.com<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Here's</span> what we learned yesterday. After an upper GI and a breathing test, they discovered that acid reflux is making it's way up my esophagus and back into my lungs. (That's not a good thing). The good thing is, we are going to approach my cough from a different angle. Instead of just treating the cough for "lung cancer", we are going to work on reducing or repairing the acid reflux problem and see if that makes a difference with the cough.<br /><br />I felt a great deal of relief when I left my appointment yesterday because it's the first time in over 3 years that we weren't blaming the cough on lung cancer alone. <br /><br />I need to make some serious adjustments to when I eat, not laying down flat, taking <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">meds</span> before meals, limit things that produce acid. It's only been one day, but so far, so good.<br /><br />I'm hopefully <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">optimistic</span> that some great changes are coming my way. My fortune cookie said so tonight as well. :)<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-76059966848239704212009-12-07T15:53:00.000-08:002009-12-07T16:12:47.188-08:00990th Blog...the countdown beginsIf I spread my blogging out just right, I'll be able to start the new year and a new blog at the same time. We'll see how that works out (I think it involves math...so that could be my first problem). <br /><br />I'm looking forward to a day in Seattle at the Swedish Cancer Institute on Thursday (Val is going with me...we'll make a fun day of it). I hope to know some answers when I leave my final appointment. The day will be starting with some kind of test that they will perform while I'm swallowing to make sure my esophagus is working correctly, then I'll have a breathing function test to see if my windpipe and the surrounding areas are working (we already know the lungs are shot so I'm not expecting miracles when it comes to those). My final meeting of the day is with the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">pumnologist</span>, Dr. Gordon who is going to explain why things haven't been working up to par for me.<br /><br />Saturday night, Dave, Val, Rick and I went to a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Yule fest</span> at <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Tazer</span> farm. It was a fundraiser for the Senior Center. As <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">usual</span>, lots of laughter took place (and not always at the most appropriate times) but we had a lot of fun. We'll have to put it on next years "to do list". After we left the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Yule fest</span>, we drove all around the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">neighborhood</span> checking out the Christmas lights. The holiday is nearing...very quickly so you'd better not shout, you'd better not cry...you know why?<br /><br />I spent the majority of the day wrapping gifts (it's such a relief to get the gifts stacked up out of one room and stack them into another) I say it every year, but I really am cutting back this year. None of need a thing and if we want it, we usually just go buy it. It actually feels so much better to give than to receive so we'll be doing that as well. Lot's of families need help this year I hope we can make a difference for their holiday too!<br /><br />It's time for me to take a little afternoon nap (hopefully someone will wake me so I can work on dinner when Val gets back from the grocery store). <br /><br />The winter freeze is upon us, so wear your hats, scarves and gloves when you go outside, drink some spiced cider and sit by the fire when you get home from work. The day doesn't get much better than that :)<br /><br />Dreaming Cold and Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-52550907789830667632009-12-03T01:26:00.000-08:002009-12-03T01:46:43.554-08:00New SpecalistToday I had a busy (but pleasant day with my parents by my side) at the office of a pulmonary specialist trying to figure out my problem (besides having lung cancer). First and foremost, he might have been the most <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">attentive</span> doctor I've ever seen. I think after reviewing my chart and looking at my CT scans he expected to see some withered, sickly woman who just seemed to cough a lot. Instead, he got me. We talked about all the ways coughing has ruined my body (<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">through</span> the violent coughing spells) and he said he would like to dig a little deeper into that problem instead of just covering it up with medicines to stop the cough. He also said, he wants to have all my tests run, a new pulmonary function test and the results back by next week so we can get a plan in motion so I can start feeling better for the holidays. I love that idea!<br /><br />My mom has been to a few appointments with me but had never seen a CT scan result. He asked if we wanted to see my latest one and of course we said yes. As the doctor explained what it all meant, I could see my mom's eyes widen in dismay. My left lung is nearly fully of cancer so as you look at the CT scan it appears to be a white solid organ. In all actuality, the lung is suppose to show up black on the scan. My right lung shows signs of disease, but nothing like the left one. I've lived with this disease for nearly 4 years and I don't plan on letting it take over now. I'm just hoping with the help of Dr. Gordon we will find some other problem that is aggravating the cough besides the cancer.<br /><br />When you know your body and something doesn't feel right, you have to keep fighting for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">yourself</span>. The discomfort I've been feeling for the past few months is very different from how I felt at the time of my diagnosis. Come hell or high water....we're going to get to the bottom of the problem. Never give up....<br /><br />Thanks for all your love and prayers!<br /><br />Keep dreaming BIG,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-70054320883657446802009-11-30T20:16:00.000-08:002009-11-30T20:38:15.466-08:00Doctor's VisitI had a check up appointment today (1/2 way point for the clinical trial). After my exam and talk with Dr. West, he is almost certain that no good is coming from the trial. He gave me the option to stop the drugs, but I only have one more week until this round is over so I said I would just keep taking it and after my next CT scan, I'll stop. We talked a lot about all the discomfort I have breathing and the pain in my windpipe, so on Wednesday I'm heading to see a <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">pulmonologist</span> so he can scope out my throat to see what's going on. The Doc said the problem is most likely progression of the disease rather than a windpipe problem. I didn't especially like that answer, but I needed to hear it just in case they can't find anything new when they do the scope.<br /><br />Val took me to my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">appointment</span> today and we brought our knitting. In between each appointment, we took out our knitting needles and yarn and gabbed like a couple of old women. Oh wait, we are a couple of old women. Tomorrow, Dave is taking Rick to his chemo. It's wonderful having friends around who help break up the monotony of our day to day routines.<br /><br />I'm ready to head to bed now and sleep off the news of today. I'm hoping things are brighter for Rick tomorrow and I learn some good things on Wednesday. <br /><br />Keep dreaming big,<br />DoreenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-38493315433503938782009-11-27T21:16:00.000-08:002009-11-27T21:35:39.931-08:00Apple Cup EveFor the first time in many years, I did not get up at the crack of dawn (or before) and go shopping. As a matter of fact, I didn't even get out of bed before some of the "specials" were over. Oh well, I'll never know what I missed. When Rick got home from work tonight, he and I took a quick trip to Burlington and bought a few things on our list then went out for dinner.<br /><br />My daughters made me very happy on this Black Friday...they've taken over where I left off. Amy and Mel were shopping at midnight, and Angie and Shannon were out shopping by 8:00am. When they were younger, I had to DRAG them shopping on Black Friday. The past couple of years Rick and Jake went with me. Thanks girls...you've made me proud :)<br /><br />Yesterday we had a wonderful day at my sister in law Vickie's for Thanksgiving. The food all looked so tasty but I was nauseous most of the day so I only had mashed potatoes and some fruit salad. Later on I was ready for a piece of cherry pie that my sister in law Dawn made especially for me (cherry is my favorite kind of fruit dessert). Still feeling nauseous today....good thing I didn't bring a bunch of leftovers home. Thanks for your hospitality Vickie and Tom. We had a great time.<br /><br />I really am thankful for all the family I have near me. So many families have too many miles that separate them during the holidays and I think the farthest away that anyone lives is about an hour. It's easier to hug and snuggle when you live close.<br /><br />Tomorrow is Apple Cup, Huskies vs. Cougars. Rick, Jake, Megan, Amy and Mel are all going to the game. I passed on it. A little too fatigued lately and it would be a really long day. Bob and Dy are coming over tomorrow to visit so I'll be busy visiting them. Just for the sake of it, Go <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Cougs</span>!<br /><br />It's time for me to head off to bed. I'm hoping to take all the girls to the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Skagit</span> Nursery to see their Christmas tree displays on Sunday. It's a beautiful sight and worthy of missing a football game or two.<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br />DoreenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-30098671351459162942009-11-22T10:13:00.000-08:002009-11-22T10:27:02.777-08:00Happy Sunday MorningLast night was the 4<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">th</span> annual Bonnie J. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Addario</span> Lung Cancer Foundation Gala. Although, I did not to go because of our new treatments and the way I'd been feeling, I had them on my mind all day. As Amy was helping with the set up during the day I called her to see how things were going and before long, I was crying, wishing I was on plane on my way to San Francisco to see my "other family". I'm sure the event was beautiful, successful and insightful...I'm just sorry I wasn't there to see it. Apparently I didn't win the car or bracelet because no one called to inform me. Maybe next year.<br /><br />Megan and I went to a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">Bazaar</span> yesterday morning to support my friend Kim's children's home in Bali. We bought some beautiful Balinese baskets and a few other things. By the looks of it, she had a very successful day too. Before we left <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">Snohomish</span>, we had to stop by a few of my favorite little stores in downtown...I ended up buying a couple of Christmas presents.<br /><br />When I returned home, I laid down for my afternoon nap until Rick woke me for dinner with some friends in Mt. Vernon. We had a great time but all in all it made for a long day.<br /><br />I just got up to take some medicine to stop coughing, but I think I'm going to head back to the bedroom and snuggle with Rick while we watch the <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">Seahawk</span> game.<br /><br />Have a fabulous day. Stay warm and dry!<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-48010464970948359862009-11-19T20:52:00.000-08:002009-11-19T21:56:43.872-08:00Newest UpdatesSo sorry it's taken me so long to get back on the blog, but life has been a little more hectic than usual. <br /><br />Rick's appointment on Tuesday went pretty much as we had figured. The tumors are all bigger and he has some new ones as well. He is going to try 3 more cycles of a new combination and see how things are going. If his scans show <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">stability</span> we'll just keep doing the same thing. If not...we have a new game plan to look at. The most important thing is he's not in pain or discomfort. He doesn't feel much different than he has these past few years (except he's a little more fatigued than usual)<br /><br />My clinical trial side effects are coming back, nausea, fatigue but with a little <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">patience</span>, I can tolerate all of that. My <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">wide pipe</span> problem seemed to be feeling better (last week), but I'm really struggling with it again. I wish I knew what was causing the discomfort, but again...we just need a little patience.<br /><br />Angie had another successful "soup for a cure day". Our friend Larry Libby joined us and brought a batch of cod chowder (yummy). In only 2 short lunches, they collected over a thousand dollars. Pretty successful for lunch :) Today's lunch had some special guests, grandma Myrna, Grandpa Bob, Amy and Jana Shaughnessy. <br /><br />Amy, Mel, and our friends Trevor and Lindsey are heading down to Bonnie's Gala this weekend. Trevor's mom passed away recently from lung cancer after her short diagnosis (2 months). I think it's important that they meet Bonnie and her family in person. There is nothing better than <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">positive</span> energy around a sad situation. I know my San Francisco family and my Stanwood family will take good care of them. (Thanks in advance).<br /><br />Cancer can teach you so much. I've been learning about it for almost 4 years. But...days like today, I can't find any good reason to have it in my life. I've been sleeping all afternoon because a luncheon wore me out. Rick has been asleep in his chair since he got home from a hard day at work. Our friends and the kids help with clean up, bringing in firewood, general day to day chores. Those used to be our jobs but we have to start making choices to help with those kind of things or keep our energy for fun stuff. (I'm <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">choosing</span> the fun)<br /><br />I know <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Angie</span> wrote about it, but I wanted to give a special shout out to Jan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Schemenauer</span> for her fund raising efforts for the Bonnie J. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Addario</span> Lung Cancer Foundation last weekend. Thank you Jan for helping raise awareness to Lung Cancer. We all love you.<br /><br />It's time for me to get to bed. (Not because I haven't been there all day, but because I'm still tired). I'm getting an extra dose of beauty sleep :)<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br />DoreenUnknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-67919584734255701742009-11-13T19:27:00.000-08:002009-11-13T19:36:17.384-08:00Short Weekday UpdateAs you can tell, it's been a very laid back week. Back to taking the clinical trial (which keeps me <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">sort of</span> groggy), today I started getting a little nauseous today (nothing bad....yet). Besides a trip or two to the grocery store, a little knitting and a few visits from friends the week flew by. <br /><br />We don't have much planned for the weekend except a little game of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Bunco</span> with some friends tomorrow night. I haven't played <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Bunco</span> in forever so I'm looking forward to it. <br /><br />Next week we'll get the test results from Rick's CT scan and I'll be sure to share what we learn. <br /><br />Have a safe and happy weekend,<br />Big Dreamer <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-90383611154465377822009-11-09T17:30:00.000-08:002009-11-09T17:48:26.156-08:00Where we go from hereIt turned out to be another long day in Seattle. First to Seattle Cancer Care for Rick's CT, then over to Swedish for my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bloodwork</span>, CT then follow-up appointment. We left around 6:45am and got home at 5:00pm ugh!<br /><br />My CT scan shows only minimal growth so I can remain on this clinical trial as long as I chose to do so. Until something new comes along..I say, .keep me signed up. The CT scan didn't indicate why I'm having trouble with my windpipe, but Dr. West gave me 2 new kinds of medicine that will hopefully start working on my cough and breathing problems. I'll try anything once (<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ok</span>, maybe twice). I know the appointment went fine, I wasn't told they couldn't do anything else for me, but I left the doctor's office feeling a little defeated. My breathing/coughing/shortness of breath is beginning to make me go a little crazy and I was hoping for a quick solution to the problem. <br /><br />We won't know anything about Rick until next Tuesday at his chemo appointment. We do know, that what they're doing right now isn't working as planned so we need to mix his chemo cocktail a little stronger :) I've got a few ideas that involve a marachino cherry and a paper umbrella.<br /><br />Thanks to Amy who went with us today. She helped keep me sane and snuggled with me at the end of our appointment when we had to wait about an hour for the clinical trial coordinator. Rick did his fair share of taking cat naps throughout the day. He's much more fatigued than usual so it only takes a comfortable chair and a little peace and quiet...and he can fall asleep in a minute.<br /><br />Thanks for all your love and prayers today. They lift us up more than you'll ever know :)<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-92199461859645705152009-11-08T19:28:00.000-08:002009-11-08T21:45:37.322-08:00A Weekend of Goodness<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SvescnwRJfI/AAAAAAAABIY/5MP0RmfyCFg/s1600-h/SL273576.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SvescnwRJfI/AAAAAAAABIY/5MP0RmfyCFg/s400/SL273576.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401975885761947122" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SvesKCNaaLI/AAAAAAAABIQ/IhO03Tq-0Ac/s1600-h/SL273573.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SvesKCNaaLI/AAAAAAAABIQ/IhO03Tq-0Ac/s400/SL273573.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401975566445996210" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SverzuaNa6I/AAAAAAAABII/3xQOS5VRLaM/s1600-h/SL273563.JPG"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SverzuaNa6I/AAAAAAAABII/3xQOS5VRLaM/s400/SL273563.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401975183173839778" border="0" /></a><br />A team of "Doreen Supporters" showed up at Seward Park in Seattle this morning at 8:30 AM to participate in the Free to Breathe Lung Cancer walk. Nine of us planned to walk the 3 miles as a group and Jake decided to run. We bundled up with hand-warmers, scarves and hooded sweatshirts to prepare for what was sure to take us a little while. The landscape was beautiful with leaves on the ground and the lake at our side. That is, until we noticed that there was a HILL on the course just before the 2 mile marker. Who in their right mind designs a lung cancer walk/run with a HILL? It was hard enough for Mom to walk that distance on flat ground with her compromised lungs!! With her determination and spirit, she wanted to try it anyway. With about a half mile to go, we were greeted by Jake and another group of Stanwood friends that were there walking in memory of Pam Smith and in honor of Mom. They walked the rest of the way with us and supported Mom as she crossed the finish line at 1 hour and 7 minutes. We have great friends and we appreciate their support very much. Jake, our solo runner, ended up finishing in third place (21 minutes) and won a medal. Way to go Jake! Mom struggled breathing today and kept telling us that she did "so much better" at Bonnie's walk in San Francisco at the end of the summer. Let's blame it on the cold, moist weather and nothing else.<br /><br />Jan <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Schemenaur</span> hosted a weekend of Southern Living at Home parties with the proceeds <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">benefiting</span> the Bonnie J. <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">Addario</span> Lung Cancer Foundation and the local Food Bank. Thank you Jan for all that you do to support these important causes.<br /><br />Tomorrow both of my parents have appointments in Seattle. They will each get a CT Scan but only Mom is scheduled to find out the results. They will review the results and decide on her next treatment plan. It may remain the same, it may change. We will let you know tomorrow night. As for Dad, his results and future plan of action will be decided on at his appointment next week.<br /><br />Dream Big my friends...<br /><br />AngieUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-88287579966913555382009-11-08T00:53:00.000-08:002009-11-08T00:59:39.280-08:00Free to BreatheI'm suppose to be asleep right now because I'm waking up at 5:30 to get ready for the Free to Breathe Lung Cancer walk in Seattle on Sunday morning. As usual, I took a nap this afternoon and didn't wake up until 6:00pm. oops..... Now, I'm having problems falling back to sleep. <br /><br />I hope to have stories and photos to share after our big adventure tomorrow (actually today). I'll share them in my next blog. <br /><br />Love to you all,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-51381282319061386102009-11-05T20:16:00.000-08:002009-11-05T20:45:13.891-08:00Good news...and not so good news....With all your votes, the Stanwood Spartans will be the featured "Game of the Week" on King 5 this week. Thanks again for helping make a dream come true. I'm sure the staff and players on the football team are thrilled knowing that they will be featured this week on TV.<br /><br />Angie wants to give a special shout out to all the people who made her Soup for a Cure debut such a hit. They raised nearly $900 dollars...for the fight against Lung Cancer. She has <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">another</span> Soup day scheduled in 2 weeks. If you're in the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Marysville</span> area on Thursday the 19<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">th</span> and would like to join us, stop by <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Shoultes</span> Elementary School between 11:30 and 1:00 for some soup, bread and dessert. Amy came by on her her lunch break today and helped out. It was a special day raising awareness with my daughters.<br /><br />We got some "not so good news" yesterday from Rick's oncologist. He is concerned about Rick's counts so they are scheduling a new CT scan for Monday to see what kind of changes are happening inside his body. The doctor already mentioned adding a new drug to his chemo cocktail to strengthen it up. We'll find out the results of his scan during his next chemo appointment. I'm already scheduled to have a CT scan on Monday, so we'll just get it all taken care of during one trip. We'll stay in Seattle a couple of hours longer so my doc can meet with me and give me some test results. If the clinical trial didn't work, we've gotta move on to something new. I also need to find out why my windpipe is feeling so plugged. <br /><br />Let's pray for a little sunshine on Sunday for our Free to Breathe Lung Cancer Walk at Seward Park in Seattle. We're all from the Great Northwest, so a little rain won't hurt us...I just don't want it to mess up my hair. Oh wait, I don't have enough hair to mess up. I think I'll just wear a cap and we should be good to go.<br /><br />Keep Dreaming Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-46720555896513029482009-11-04T12:14:00.000-08:002009-11-04T12:54:36.002-08:00Vote for the Spartans :)Although, I've retired as the athletic secretary for Stanwood High School, my heart can't forget about all the kids and coaches I've worked with. So, I have a favor....<br /><br />In the past, my blog followers have helped me achieve all kinds of goals so I'm asking for your help again. Our high school football team made it to the playoffs and if we get enough votes, the game will be covered by King 5 sports (see the attached information below). So, if you have an extra minute, please follow the link listed below and vote for the STANWOOD vs. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">BOTHELL</span> game to be the featured game of the week. The voting closes at 1:00pm tomorrow.<br /><br />*At King-5 TV we are committed to covering High School sports and try our<br />best each week to cover our region, but we have also started up something<br />called "The King-5 Big Game of the Week", where we give extra time to this<br />game with live reports from the game during the 5, 6:30, 10 and 11 news on<br />Friday.<br /><br />To vote log on to <a target="_blank" href="http://king5.com/">king5.com</a> and click on sports or go to the link below:<br /><br />http://www.king5.com/sports/high-school/The-Big-Game-65840712.html<http: com="" sports=""><br /><br />Thanks for your vote.<br /><br />Go Spartans,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Dor</span></http:>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-58860137424585474072009-11-03T20:17:00.000-08:002009-11-03T20:33:07.749-08:00Chemo day for RickRick's doctors appointment went well today...the CEA count continues to rise but he still feels good. I think it was the fastest chemo treatment we've ever been to (we were in an out of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">SCCA</span> by noon). They have a new system at Seattle Cancer Care...I think it's working :)<br /><br />With November being Lung Cancer Awareness month, I have a few things lined up (just in case I forget I have lung cancer). Thursday is soup day at Angie's school (I'll bring a soup, my appetite and money), Friday through Sunday is Jan <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Schemenauer's</span> annual fundraiser for the food bank and The Bonnie <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Addario</span> Lung Cancer Foundation (I'll bring food, my appetite and money), then on Sunday morning a group of us are participating in the Seattle Free to Breathe Walk at Seward Park (I'll just be bringing my lungs...let's hope they have some extra air in them). If you're interested in learning more about it, go to www.FreetoBreathe.org<br /><br />This is the week when I'm suppose to be feeling a lot better. I'm not as nauseous, but I am VERY fatigued (when we got home from Rick's appointment today around 1:00 I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">laid</span> down and woke up around 6:15pm - oops, there goes all my sleep for tonight). On Monday I have a CT scan and the test results to see how this drug is working. <br /><br />Time to get my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">jammies</span> on and settle in for the night. Sleep well :)<br /><br />Love you more than all the leaves blowing around in our yard.<br /><br />Dream Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-72857593144995470162009-11-01T01:55:00.000-07:002009-11-01T01:22:10.412-08:00Happy HalloweenNot much excitement went down this Halloween. I went to the grocery store and the only thing that scared me was the amount of money I spent. I only went to the store for 4 items and spent ninety dollars, oops! <br /><br />We had a total of 7 trick or <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">treaters</span> (6 of them had special bags with extra prizes and toys in them) and one poor little kid I didn't know was coming got half the basket of candy instead. We had 2 ninjas, 2 fairies, the bride of zombie, a monkey and a lion. We all just took showers and went as clean versions of ourselves (no need in scaring the kids).<br /><br />Yesterday, Shannon's office dressed and decorated their offices to look like Willy <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">Wonka</span> and the Chocolate Factory. She was an <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">upaloompa</span>. (I'll post photos when I get some). Her office won an award for the best decorated room. Megan's office was dressed as Three's Company and she was Mrs. Roper. She looked pretty cute too...<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">gawdy</span> jewelry, dress and strawberry <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">blonde</span> curly wig. Angie went as Fred <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">Flinstone</span> for all her students....I'm sure they loved it...even if they didn't remember who Fred <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-error">Flinstone</span> was :)<br /><br />I'm hoping the kids are all coming by for a day of football tomorrow. We haven't celebrated a football Sunday in a couple of weeks and I look forward to those days. Since the Seahawk game is at 10:00am, I think I'll make waffles....<br /><br />Rick has chemo again this Tuesday and I'm hoping to have all my energy back by then. I'm finding myself asleep around 3:00 everyday from a little batch of exhaustion. That is suppose to be getting better ever day. Let's hope by Tuesday...it's gone. :)<br /><br />I guess I'd better get back into bed. I woke up with a little coughing spell and figured there's no better time than now, to say hi. <br /><br />Hope you had a safe Halloween...now Happy <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">November</span>...Lung Cancer Awareness Month.<br /><br />Love you more,<br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-error">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-54727212018062428662009-10-28T15:37:00.000-07:002009-10-28T16:12:21.618-07:00Final pill taken, first round DONEThat clinical trial flew right by. This morning I took my 28<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">th</span> pill and now I take the next 2 weeks off to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">recuperate</span>. The nausea is under control but I'm still a little more fatigued than usual.<br /><br />This morning my parents went with me to my doctor's appointment in Fremont. I saw a specialist regarding my "throat/windpipe problem". My problem isn't so much in swallowing, but rather breathing deeply, coughing and gasping for air. I feel like my windpipe has been crushed or injured. The <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">gastroenterologist</span> suggested that we wait and look at the CT scan on the 9<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">th</span> of November to see if the problem is my lymph nodes pressing on my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">trachea</span>. If that's not the problem, he has suggested doing a new <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">bronchoscopy</span> to see if they can see any problem in the windpipe or entrances into my lungs. If that doesn't give us any solutions, we'll switch to plan B. I don't know what plan B is, but I'm sure they're drawing up the plans as I type this.<br /><br />When we were done at my appointment, I took Mom and Dad out for Mom's birthday lunch. I asked her where she wanted to go, then I hinted we could eat at her favorite casino so she could play a little. She assured me they had good prime rib dips so going to the casino would be "JUST FINE". We all played the slot machines for a few minutes before we ate, then again after lunch. I ended up going home with 15 dollars more than I started with....Yahoo, that's what I call a winner.<br /><br />Now that we've been gone most of the day, I'm ready for a nap. Luckily, Megan started dinner before she left for work today (she doesn't start until 1:00pm on Wednesdays) so I don't have to worry about that tonight. I haven't been sleeping well lately, so by 4:00pm I'm usually wiped out. <br /><br />Rick has been feeling pretty good lately too. So far, they are sticking with the same plan he has been on since December 30<span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">th</span> of last year. As long as the cancer stays relatively stable, he will most likely just continue with the same plan.<br /><br />Heading off for a little afternoon nap,<br />Dreaming Big~<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-37125386147260579192009-10-26T21:58:00.000-07:002009-10-26T22:55:59.692-07:00Soup for a Cure<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SuaKxRdbDFI/AAAAAAAABIA/sAl-oZo1BMo/s1600-h/Bonnies+Logo.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 202px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 293px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5397153782555151442" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_gXxp79qax6o/SuaKxRdbDFI/AAAAAAAABIA/sAl-oZo1BMo/s400/Bonnies+Logo.jpg" /></a><br /><div>As we come to the end of Breast Cancer Awareness month let me remind you that another important month is right around the corner. November is National Lung Cancer Awareness month. You wont find special yogurt lids to send in or see the NFL players/coaches/ officials wearing uniquely colored gear to celebrate this upcoming month. However, that shouldn't stop us from bringing awareness to this disease that plagues someone new every three minutes!<br /></div><br /><div>I have decided to start a new tradition this November and I am looking for volunteers to join me in this quest. Beginning next week I will be holding the first annual <strong>"Soup for a Cure"</strong> at my school in Marysville. Throughout the month I will be providing soup lunches (with bread and dessert) for my staff at lunch time with all donations benefiting the Bonnie J. Addario Lung Cancer Foundation. This will be a great opportunity to supply my co-workers with a fresh, warm lunch and fund a cause that is dear to my heart. I have created a flier that I would be happy to send to anyone interested in hosting <strong>"Soup for a Cure"</strong> at their place of employment or church. You may choose to host this event on a weekly basis throughout the month or simply pick a single day to host your <strong>"Soup for a Cure."</strong><br /></div><br /><div>In addition to hosting the<strong> "Soup for a Cure"</strong> events in November I would also like to see how many businesses we can convince to displaying "<em>November is Lung Cancer Awareness Month</em>" on their reader-boards. I would like photographs of all such reader-boards to post on the blog.<br /></div><br /><div>If you are interested in hosting a <strong>"Soup for a Cure"</strong> event, would like to donate to our November fundraising goals or would like to donate your culinary skills by making a pot of soup for our events, please email me at <a href="mailto:schmitt_12@hotmail.com">schmitt_12@hotmail.com</a></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div>Thanks again for your continued support!</div><br /><div><br />Dreaming Big-</div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div>Angie</div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div><br /><br /></div><br /><div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27077035.post-71907544914802530182009-10-22T06:37:00.000-07:002009-10-23T21:46:06.298-07:00Fatigue is a dirty wordBe watching for a new blog site. With less than 20 entries left until I've filled my quota, I need to start thinking of a new name....I could use your help. Who would have known that "cancersurvivor2006.blogspot.com" would have lasted almost 4 years? I need something catchy, easy to remember and pass on.<br /><br />As you can tell it's 6:30am and I'm up. I've been awake for about an hour (hoping it was just a dream that I was already awake) but no such luck. The only things bothering me right now are my constant state of being nauseous (I have <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">meds</span> to control that) and the overwhelming state of fatigue. I want to read but my eyes won't stay open. I want to knit, but I can't get my hands to move in the right direction. After brief little naps, I take full advantage of doing the things I can, starting dinner, unloading the dishwasher, a little knitting, doing laundry....then it hits me again and I lay down on my bed for what I think is going to be a couple of minutes....and it's 2 hours later when I wake up. The good part? I only have 6 pills left to take for this cycle of chemo then I have 2 weeks off. I've got an appointment with a doc from Swedish to do an endoscope of my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">esophagus</span> to see what's going on down there. I can only describe the pain as though I have a bone caught in my throat when I cough, swallow too hard, or breathe too deep. I know my body all too well and this is <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">definitely</span> something different. I'm hoping that once I'm done with this cycle of chemo pills that my body will start to feel like it's old self again.<br /><br />Rick's chemo went well again on Tuesday. As for now, he is just scheduled for his regular routine of chemo drugs every other Tuesday until December. After that, we'll <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">re access</span> our plans.<br /><br />Megan has been coming down with a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">respiratory</span> infection of <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">some kind</span>, so she spends every moment she's home down in their basement apartment. If she does have to come upstairs for anything, she wears a blue protective mask with a duck face printed on the front. We're all hoping she gets better soon.<br /><br />Dave and Val's house is nearing it's final stages. I know they're anxious to get all moved in and start their new life over near Leavenworth, but I'm already missing them.<br /><br />Shannon had <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">another</span> spot of melanoma removed from her chest on Monday. Angie and I stayed in the room while they cut it out (oh my goodness they take a lot of skin for just a tiny mole). I know it's uncomfortable to have to go through this, but she's much happier to do it now while the cancer is in it's early stages rather than wait until it's out of control.<br /><br />Amy stopped by last night while I was just laying down for a quick little rest. Poor thing, didn't get much time to visit with me since I was so out of it, but I got to snuggle with her until it was time for her to leave. I love that time with my kids.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Ok</span>, I think it's time for me to head back to bed for a little early morning nap. I'm hoping to go to lunch today with some old friends...I hope I wake up in time.<br /><br />Dreaming Big,<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Dor</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6